trying

"the happiest people don't have the best of everything. they make the best of everything they have."

..so here i am.or we are. trying to be happy.sad?no kidding we are. we are not people that can pretend. Pretend nothing happen. serious conditions we are in. Countless sleepless nights.Huge payback bills right ahead of us. but what else can we do. But wait. Wait patiently. Hoping, and wishing, and praying.

we are not perfect. as others, we hope to come and successfully finish what we came for.Bring back the honorable ones. We sacrifice that little child when we send her away.How on earth would we know things happen this way. So we appeal our way back. but we are just small creatures, which are expandable. no harm to others of what might happen to us.

tapi pasrahlah. dan redhalah. if we need to pay, we'll pay. because we dont come here for fun. As some people might see it that way. If they say it's our fault, then we'll pay. slowly, until the rest of our life. Hopefully we can settle the bills before the kids have to pay for their mom and dad.

being misunderstood

hi there.

i removed my previous entry because somewhere along the line, it was mistakenly being misunderstood of for whom it was meant to.

Again, my entry was misjudged.

So, here, openly, i am saying sorry to this person who thought i wrote the entry about him/her. Seriously when i wrote that, his/her name was not at all in my mind. It was obviously my personal feeling about someone very influential in my line. But maybe in this situation, many people in between got caught between the thoughts.

Again, I am very very sorry for the misunderstanding. Not meant to hurt your feelings at all.

And thanks for the help you've given me along the line. Hope i make myself clear about the entry.Hope my apologies is accepted.

FAIL

so fell summer rain

may it wash away the pain

while autumn may shimmer again

so does life, who lost its gain..

so cry my dear one

may all your sorrow be gone

just wished upon the moon and sun

one day your happiness returns

cause how deep we fell

we would never reach the end

for life never stop there

with just another failure of event

though we might fail to touch the sky

we at least learn to climb the mounts

though we might not reach the star

we at least learn how deep is the sea

so lets get up my dear one..

there's nothing in this life that we should lose..