it's been just a few days since i posted my last entry about elaun anak. and today, my assumption was right when this "adik" from pendaftar email me again about what i said in the blog.
from the first day this happen, i wondered how she might know about me. BUt my heart strongly believe it might come from someone who's reading this blog. So, when i posted that last entry, i figured out already that sooner or later this "adik" from the pendaftar would kinda reach and read it. Someone, who had read this blog earlier MUST have told her about it and ask her to read it.
and my guess was right..
you know, i can actually solve this case di luar, i could talk to her properly trough emails or phone calls, but i just posted it here, so i could prove that someone has been so nice to spread things about me.
to this "adik", as i said before, kaknita tak marah pun,..i am fully aware in the contract that if family tak bersama kita di luar negara (tak silap kalau tak bersama kita 6 bulan berturut2) maka elaun family luar negara tak dapat..i just hantar iris for a while so that boleh cari org jaga in the mean time.
cuma...i am just so terkilan because ******* dapat tahu dr org lain, tak tanya sendiri. i would be grateful if you asked me myself. and terkilan sgt sebab ada orang tukang sampainye...it's not about money, it's about cara..
i'm not angry, i'm hurt..
to this "adik", i know you are just doing your job. Tak marah pun..kaknita tahu you banyak dah tolong akak dalam menyelesaikan dan mempercepatkan proses time apply nak dtg oversea dulu. and i thank you for that.
The main point about the last entry was..i am hurt because i know someone out there is just so "fond" about going around about me. tgk, tak sampai seminggu, blog ni dah sampai ke pihak yg namanya disebut (walaupun namanya tak disebut pun). kejap, kan?
you know..this world would have been much better without human parasits..that's what i thought so. i dont give a damn of other peoples life, because i dont want to be a human parasit, too. when i blog, i just wanna share my life with my friends..and vice versa ly, when i blog hop into my fren's blog, i just want to know how my fren's life is going on. what's written in blog, leaves in that blog. it's that's person belonging. Bukan pi menjaja habis seantario dunia. Bukan menambah musuh dgn blog. Ada ka org memblog just to make sure people know that she/he is greater than the others?tulisan di blog ini juga is not meant utk mengaibkan sesiapa, mahupun mengandungi unsur2 dendam dan amarah. i wrote this blog, so that friends know how i am going on, and also if ade dugaan and cabaran, kawan2 boleh ambil pengajaran. i do get a lot of pengajaran when i blog hop into others blog. and i make their experiences as guides to my own life.
to this "adik", i know you are hurt when you read this blog, especially that last entry. i am sorry.never mean to hurt anyone's feeling pun. but i am hurt too..mainly because i am not sure who is very particularly happy about hurting me.
and to this someone yang jadi tukang sampai..i know you are reading this too..with all due respect, thank you for being so "concern". hope that makes your life much2 better and happier.
owh, you know, i am going back to take Iris this may. i got someone kat sini who's willing to jaga dia with gbp 200 per month. maybe you can also spread that, too.
as much as i would love to share things with you all out there, i think its time for me to stop this nonsense blog. i would love to remain silence of my life from now on.
to all my real frens who have been a loyal reader of my blog, thank you for reading my story line. thank you for always feeling sorry for me, too.
again, to *******, kaknita minta maaf.hope i clear this up with you.will see you again in a few years time kalau umur panjang.
take care.
with this, i rest my case.
wasalam.
