trying

"the happiest people don't have the best of everything. they make the best of everything they have."

..so here i am.or we are. trying to be happy.sad?no kidding we are. we are not people that can pretend. Pretend nothing happen. serious conditions we are in. Countless sleepless nights.Huge payback bills right ahead of us. but what else can we do. But wait. Wait patiently. Hoping, and wishing, and praying.

we are not perfect. as others, we hope to come and successfully finish what we came for.Bring back the honorable ones. We sacrifice that little child when we send her away.How on earth would we know things happen this way. So we appeal our way back. but we are just small creatures, which are expandable. no harm to others of what might happen to us.

tapi pasrahlah. dan redhalah. if we need to pay, we'll pay. because we dont come here for fun. As some people might see it that way. If they say it's our fault, then we'll pay. slowly, until the rest of our life. Hopefully we can settle the bills before the kids have to pay for their mom and dad.